Recenter Press
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  • Books
    • Rest of US by Richard Hamilton
    • evening primroses by Emma Loomis-Amrhein
    • Profit | Prophet by Patrick Blagrave
    • To Hold Your Moss-Covered Heart by Schuyler Peck
    • The Good House & The Bad House by Doe Parker
    • The Road Is Long & Beautiful by Terra Oliveira
    • And Still To Sleep by Terra Oliveira
    • An Old Blue Light by Terra Oliveira
    • Processes: A Meditation by Terra Oliveira
  • Journal
    • Issue Four: Fall 2020
    • Issue Three: Spring 2020
    • Issue Two: Fall 2019
    • Issue One: Spring 2019
  • Interviews

Waiting

BY NANCY GUSTAFSON.


Roses from the wake bow their heads
and rest upon slender stems.
It's time to cut and press them.

Friends say that grief abates
but never goes away. Wait,
no decisions for a year, they say.

So, I am waiting till I can touch
the shirts hanging in your closet
without the flood that fills my throat.

In church I sit where we always sat.
I feel your weathered hand on mine,
my arm aligned against your jacket sleeve.

In early morning, I light a candle
by the crucifix, imagine you in your chair,
sipping coffee, fingering your rosary.

Evenings I pretend we are together
on the porch. We watch the sunset,
colors deepening behind the pines

and we, sipping our wine,
reluctant to move inside
till every bit of light is gone.

I follow you in golden light,
watch it bleed to rose, then gray
while I wait for the ending of this day.

Nancy Gustafson has published poetry, short stories and memoirs in anthologies and journals, including Stories of Music (Timbre Press), Time of Singing  (Wind & Water Press),  Child of My Child  (Gelles-Cole Literary Enterprises),  A Cup of Comfort for Inspiration (Adams Media), and Don’t Write Your Memoir Without ME!  (Viga Boland). She lives in Huntsville, Texas, and writes to express her gratitude for her life, her family and friends, and her faith.
  • About
  • Books
    • Rest of US by Richard Hamilton
    • evening primroses by Emma Loomis-Amrhein
    • Profit | Prophet by Patrick Blagrave
    • To Hold Your Moss-Covered Heart by Schuyler Peck
    • The Good House & The Bad House by Doe Parker
    • The Road Is Long & Beautiful by Terra Oliveira
    • And Still To Sleep by Terra Oliveira
    • An Old Blue Light by Terra Oliveira
    • Processes: A Meditation by Terra Oliveira
  • Journal
    • Issue Four: Fall 2020
    • Issue Three: Spring 2020
    • Issue Two: Fall 2019
    • Issue One: Spring 2019
  • Interviews